Thursday, October 26

Fight back

It was never going to be easy. They sure as hell ,were not gonna make it easy!When you come to one of these things you psych your self up, try to convince yourself that you are gonna be better than the best.But addages are as true as they come.OLD habits DIE hard!Sure ...u stay with the class for the first couple of sessions ... learn and do the homework on time.But then solwly but surely old habits creep in. You Rationalize , Procrastinate, and sometimes GIVE UP!
Those three the highlights of my last month. I have slowly receded into my old ways.
Got quite a kick in the form of marks for my examination. Here I am .. vowing to do it right this time... give it all I got! Lets see how far I can keepup this impetus.
The trick is if you act like a geek and study like a geek, you will at some point of time find the passion in studies, n from there on its autopilot. I'm hoping to make it to the Autopilot in the nick of time. Lets see wot the future holds in store!!!

Saturday, October 21

BIG Joe answered this Mo

My Gramma taught me that everyday God dude comes to visit you and grant your one wish/answer your query !!!

It was Diwali and I was happy to have got my new phone. We were driving 47 miles to the next town to go to an Indian Restaurant to eat some samosas. My mellow digresion during the drive was rudely interrupted by a tiny old lady driving a huge ford 150. Our car was barely reaching till her door handle... its that massive.Ahh these blokes and their need for supersizing everything!!
The intriguing thing about U.S is that a whopping number of people here have trucks. And I began to wonder what the hell is wrong with these guys .Why would they be carrying in their Huge 4x4 trucks.
Guess the BIG G was paying me a visit then.Coz i sure got my answer right there!




Should have asked for Nirvana!

<--Truck carrying a Plane Truck carryin a car-->

Tuesday, October 17

The game



Had My first Mid-terms today. Went aweful! was not because the paper was screw. I was because I was ill prepared. I have been lax for a while and it blazes right through.
Funny thing I heard the other day. Its a game; U are either in it Or U are IT!

There isnt a single thing in my head which tells me why I want to be a mechanical engineer..but there are a thousand escape hatches; rationalizations ; staring at me,beggin me to quit.

Not Me...I am not dropping the ball this time.I could quit...but here's the thing.I love the playing field,the high .. the hight that u get after a marathon 24 hr study or after successfully completing a project... kicking aside the tired soul ,shrugging aside the dreary eyes... I am going in for that High..

I am going to make it!

Monday, October 16

Fátima y el Futuro

Its 11:06 Pm . Dead tired but got an exam coming up tomorrow. I have around 4 hours of video to watch and taken notes.N I'm drifting off to sleep. N strangely enough ...In my dreams I wonder 'Where am I headed. Should I be doing this. Is this wot my life is meant to be'

How I wish I had a crystal ball...which works!!!

Sunday, October 15

dayana_01

The light at the end of the tunnel , or may be it is hope .Eyes are the windows to the soul ! I do believe in this because in some peoples eyes you can see them ...dead, given up on the world , strangely enough they are here in the city.
The other end of the rainbow is an image from back home of a street urchin... drenched in the downpour , body shivering away....but the eyes , they tell me a different tale , they tell me he is a fighter, fighting tooth and nail .. not to cause riots or mugg but to fight for simple joys of existance